im baaaaac! *creepy laugh*

Oh em gee! I haven't posted anything in over a month.. Sigh I still haven't got that laptop fixed kmt (-_-) so like I have to be using my BB every day!

Well, this summer was verrrrry boring.. Like very very boring! But I cannot lie, there has been some interesting parts of it. I got a follower to my blog! Yay me! ^_^ and to think I thought my life was sooooo boring, n no1 wud read -.-. Well, ii guess its sumwhat interesting! :D

Soo I'm saying hii to my onli follower. Hey Tayler! :)
Oh btw I'm on my fone at this very moment.. Not having a laptop totally sucks! -_- sigh

I'm soo happy that I have ma Bold, I can't live without it! I really want a Bold 2 tho.. Can u guess y??? Cuz its sexciii :D lol ikr.. Calling a phone "sexy" is very weird. Well, I guess that's what I am.. Plain and weird.. And that's just the way I like it :)

Well its like 3:30 in the morning here in JA... Soooo Chaunte' is outtie! Hehe

--- DuEcEs --- <3

My day sigh!

Soooooooo like 2day wuz sooooooooo boring! I just wanna jump in a pool! ugh
Jamaica has got to be the hottest country ever! I mean we r literally boiling down here!

So its summer time, n apart frm the heat. I think im goin Mad! Delusional! Craaazii! lmao
I have nowhere to go! Sigh
I wanna go to the movies tho n watch Eclipse which will officially be in JA this friday! woot woot!
IKR our country is sooooooooooooooooo late when it comes to movies. But watever at least we still get to see them =]
So, im home alone with my grandmother, n shes workin the hell outta me! Sumtimes i feel like i wanna scream! *ahh* hehe But just to hav a good relationship with her, i go along with the chores she has for me. =[

Oh n wat makes my summer sooooooo bad is that my laptop is not functioning properly! I need a new screen for it. cuz i dropped it n after that things went downhill. So like the screen is messed up. But i cud still use it. Now! ugh the charger has malfunctioned! sighz*  So its there sitting on the desk, covered with dust... being missed by moi =[
 And also wat makes it soooo worst! My Sims 3 game is stuck in there *crys* I mean like at night im literally dreaming abt my Sims families!. I think they miss me. I kno i have more than an obsession with sims! Its a secret love affair! hehe No scratch that! Its an out in the open RELATIONSHIP! Im just not myself without my game! (lol im weird.. i knw)

So i have to use my moms laptop, which she brings to work with her, so im at home, all day, TV is sooooo boring cuz all the gud shows dnt come on until 6. But! thank God for the person who invented 'The blackberry!" (Hallelujah) hehe =D I have a bold... i dnt like it, but its my only means to civillization.. Its the only route to communicating with my friends! I cant live without facebook... or twitter.. n windows live messenger!

Can u guys like give me sum tips on what to do for the rest of the summer??? pweeez! im desperate =]

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Summer Iz like here n shit! ^_^

Wat am I gonna do for the summer???? Im like soooooooooooo bored! ugh.. Oh did I mention im dun with high school! yup yup.. Im a big kid now! hehe Yea im dun with high school, n im only 16. Well. not technically, im going to b 17 in September =]

Well here in Jamaica, the school system is a lil different. We enter high school at the precious age of 11- 12 years old.. sum ppl even younger, it depends on how smart u are. Age is just a number here. lol

Then we spend 5 years at our schoolz.. hating teachers, suffering frm manual labour, getting bullied n whatnot. Then at the end of those 5 years u will be at the age 16-17 sum younger, sum older bcuz sum persons might repeat a grade. We graduate.. n we r happy!

But wat do 16 year old's do now tht they r dun with school!? NTN
That's rite we have ntn to do -__-"

But then they have "sixth form". This is when u go bac to ur school, u r like the seniors of the school. I knw ur sayin y did they graduate if they r just goin to go bac to school anyways..hehe
But thats just it. Not every 1 goes bac to sixth form.

We in Jamaica do an exam just like the SATs, But it is called CSEC... I think it means Caribbean Secondary Examination Council... I think lmao

Yea.. ma post is getting boring now.. Lets just say the educational system in Jamaica is different frm those in other countries.

Here's my graduation picture =D i looked sooo fly

Is any1 out there??

I wanna c if any1 actually reads my posts. C'mon ppl im frm Jamaica.. I'll teach u the language if u request. =]
Sooo my summer had officially started. N its not wat i expected im not having fun at all! I hate this boredom im experiencing.
Sumtimes i feel like even tho i hav "best friends" supposedly. I feel like they r fakes. I hate ppl who waste my time. Thats the whole reason i dont like keepin friends. Each year i usually move on to another person. And quite frankly, im tired of my friends now. Its like having old food tht needs to be thrown out..

SOOO.. IS THERE ANY1 OUT THERE WHO IS ACTUALLY READING MY SO-CALLED BLOG?? PLZ COMMENT.. I HAVE NO FRIENDS THIS IS MY LAST HOPE.

Here's a pic of me =]

Happii Gud Friday!

So the easter season is here! Yay! The onli reason im half-happy is because i get a mini holiday =) In America u ppl go around searching for easter eggs rite...

Uhh... where'd that stupid tradition come from?

I dnt wanna sound disrespectful, but wats so fun i that?

Toiling in the sun.. lookin for eggs... >>> BOO!

Anywayz, in Jamaica, we dnt have much traditions for Easter, all we do is eat bun and cheese.. Yum *_*

I dnt realli like it to, cuz easter buns are sooooooooo sweet, however, other persons enjoy this time of year.. I guess its not for me tho -_-

Bun and Cheese ^.^

So, u tell me.. whats better? Eating delicious BUN AND CHEESE? OR Walking up and down in the sun all day with the kids lookin for stupid eggs.. just because the have sweets inside them. Isnt it easier to just forget tradition.. buy the sweets, n sit and eat 'em? You Americans are the ISH .. hehe

I hope every1 remembers y we celebrate Easter tho. To commemorate the death of Jesus Christ rite? To celebrate that he died for all our sins to be forgiven and that we can attain salvation from the Lord. It seems today, that ppl easily forget the real reasons for all our little holidays.. We should all have a little time throught this season to dedicate to God, just to show how much we love and respect him.

A Poem Written by Helen Dowd

WHAT IS THE REASON FOR EASTER?
by Helen Dowd

It is Easter, a time of rejoicing.
Do our thoughts turn to bonnets and spring?
Do our minds drift to sweet chocolate bunnies?
Or some cuddly, soft fuzzy thing?

Do we dream of a basket of goodies?
Or an egg-hunt in the neighbor’s back yard?
Do we think about fun family gatherings?
Or receiving a bright Easter card?

Or is Easter for sporting new clothing?
Or perhaps a new style for our hair?
Is it daffodils, tulips and lilies?
Or the smells of new life in the air?

But stop! What’s the reason for Easter?
Just what makes it a festive affair?
Was it not that Christ rose on that morning,
Giving meaning to life everywhere?

Christ is God. He descended from heaven
To live humbly on earth as a man.
He suffered, and died as a criminal,
To fulfill God’s redemtional plan.

Can we know of the depth of Christ’s suffering?
Can we fathom His anguish and pain?
’Twas for us He was tortured, forsaken,
Went to Hell, then ascended again.

What if Jesus had failed in His mission
To die for the sins of all men?
There would not be a reason for Easter.
There’d be nothing to celebrate then.

While we celebrate this Easter season,
Keep in mind this wee bit of advice:
Let’s take time on this happy occasion
To thank God for His Great Sacrifice.

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Sigh

So like im new on this site and everything.. This is my second post in 1 day.. Yay me!

Im thinking abt giving up on life.. *sigh

I dnt mean like, committing suicide, but i mean like "friends", socialising and those stuff... Im tired of fake ppl who are constantly in my face.. and I feel like i just wanna take a knife and stab them with it.

Fakes r soo annoying! And rite now they're getting to me >.> So.. i have ALOT of fake friends... but only a few stay true.. well, thats wat i think, but i dnt rly kno.. do i?

They could be talking behind my back too!

So how do u separate the fakes from the real ones.. And how do u kno that the real ones are actually real...

Well, i guess thats it.. u dnt reeli kno do u?

NO you dnt.. -_-

Life at this point for me is just.. going to school, getting good grades, coming home, eating && sleeping.

I want to cut the fake outta my life

But i figured if i have fake friends.. and i havent confronted them abt it..

Wudnt that make me kinda fake also?

I guess..

Idk how to tell ppl to get the hell out of my life.. How to move on from the past.

We all have a time i n our lives when we feel alone.. A time when we think abt friends lost, friends found.. and friends who will be gone soon

But we should all remember that as one goes, another one comes.. =)

But when is that going to happen? Thats the question i ask everydaii!

When!?

I think i need a therapist lol >:-|

=) Chaunte

Hii... im new lol

Hii! Im Chaunte.. and im currently livin in Jamaica (woohoo!) Im 16 years old and at that point in my life where i dnt reeli give a f**k!... As u can clearly see.. im dnt rly write in "Standard English".. Dont get me wrong, I can.. but i just prefer to write in IM..

Im a nice person, not so much spontaneous, kinda shy, but the type of person who u can have a [d]ecent conversation with.. im intellectually capable... hehe

Yep so this is my first blog entry.. i hope ii at least have 2 readers! lmao

Yup.. so u can add me on Facebook if u want to =)

I'll teach u how to speak Jamaican ;)